yawnz. feeling super tired and sleepy all the time. guess thats what happens when ur body is under the weather. sighz. . even when ur not under medication u feel sleepy and tired. and abit out of this world. sighz. wat a way to spend christmas.

well first things first. results out yesterday. didnt have time to check online as i wasnt even at home in the first place. was watching chronicles of narnia with ben and my sisters. after the movie my sisters left for home/church and i said goodbye to ben after a lonng goodbye hug:) .. its nice to be hugged and to hug in return:) . anyway met up with my OG. . actually just meiyi ade mabel alicia royston and yingwen for a x'mas gathering lahz. met at marinabay mrt stn where apparently meiyi and alicia had already checked their results and they told me that i could check if i wanted to using the SMS way. OF COURSE i wanted to. haha. dunno why but htis sem really didnt feel any stress about results coz maybe i believe tat wats done is done and i htink i really did do my best. :D anyway. lets just start with my expectations first. firstly i didnt really have much expectations coz i dunno how smart the cohort is wat ritez. . .but told myself not to be too upset if my CAP score really did fall between 3 - 3.5. wellll . ..haha did prettty well :D i guess . . got A for mno though i dun really see how. . hmm maybe i crapped pretty well on my paper bahz. and Bplus for everything else. was abit surprised tt i didnt get my A for FNA lehz. haha was expecting tt coz i thot the paper was quite easy . doable lahz. must be all my careless mistakes again or my project maybe hmm. . well CAP score is currently 4.2 . . which i msut say is much better than expected and well quite a good payoff for all the hard work and ALL THAT STRESS. haha well .not much holidays left to enjoy. but i will try hehe even with me being sick and outta this world.

MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY 2006 ppl!. . . may the next year be better than this current one:D

P.S: for all my friends, may each one of you be happy and merry this christmas season. =)

hmmm... holidays coming to an end. sadded. . . more or less planned my timetable . . 3 day week:D. . . hope can get wat i want. . . hope tt can get same as my friends slots too :D. . . fell sick past week . . .coughing like crazy. . . running nose. . . sore throat. . .sianz. . .tmr watching narnia den got OG gathering for dinner and activities wayyy into the night .. . . den next day got santa's birthday party den after tt christmas mass. . .

WHERE HAVE MY HOLIDAYS GONE!!!. . .haha seriously the shortest holidays i ever had manz. .. . .haiz. . . . .

in a super sianz mood now. regret is a horrible feeling. and thats ALL i'm feeling now. REGRET. regret joining IA . . . its taking up ALL my holidays . . and i HATE calling ....feels like theres so much to do tt seems impossible to achieve. AND on top of that many details are not very settled.. so even when calling its like hard to give any definite details. . then it sounds like we're disorganized... I HATE THE PHONE. when i have to call for sponsors that is. when i'm chatting with good friends then its fine. sometimes i wonder why i have this phobia of cold calling. i mean. the other party cant see you. cant do anythign to you. and its just asking for information. and its not like u can control their replies. and as long as u do all that u can. . nobody can really blame you for not trying. but still. its the fear of rejection and failure i guess.

another issue on my mind. . .good friends. wat ARE good friends. what do u DO with good friends. =P. . . do u do the same things with ur girl good friend as u do with ur guy good friend? ... hmm...well shant really dwell too long on this issue as it really isnt upsetting me or anything. . just something ot think about...i suppose as long as it feels fine i'll just go w the flow. . .

woohooo!...exams over!. . . . happy!...though have yet to have a good nights sleep. haha on tuesday was my last paper, stats. um. passable lahz. though probably wont do verywell. haha. anyway tt paper ended at 7pm and we had called in pizza and watched movie marathon all the way till 6 am haha. den slept till 11 ++ then went out to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire!. . haha nice movie but alot of stuff missing from the book =P haha. but overall graphics and special effects are damnn cool. after tt actually want go chiong one but they all dont want. sianz. anyway den went back to pgp to talk cock and play bridge with david they all in his room ;) ... with 2 bottles of bacardi haha. end up play play play until shift to meiyi's room to play and play until 7am lorz. den got woken up at 12pm by ben to meet for lunch haha at pgp w meiyi and zt. . wah . .now feel very tired!. . gtg!

yawnz. feeling super tired and sleepy all the time. guess thats what happens when ur body is under the weather. sighz. . even when ur not under medication u feel sleepy and tired. and abit out of this world. sighz. wat a way to spend christmas.

well first things first. results out yesterday. didnt have time to check online as i wasnt even at home in the first place. was watching chronicles of narnia with ben and my sisters. after the movie my sisters left for home/church and i said goodbye to ben after a lonng goodbye hug:) .. its nice to be hugged and to hug in return:) . anyway met up with my OG. . actually just meiyi ade mabel alicia royston and yingwen for a x'mas gathering lahz. met at marinabay mrt stn where apparently meiyi and alicia had already checked their results and they told me that i could check if i wanted to using the SMS way. OF COURSE i wanted to. haha. dunno why but htis sem really didnt feel any stress about results coz maybe i believe tat wats done is done and i htink i really did do my best. :D anyway. lets just start with my expectations first. firstly i didnt really have much expectations coz i dunno how smart the cohort is wat ritez. . .but told myself not to be too upset if my CAP score really did fall between 3 - 3.5. wellll . ..haha did prettty well :D i guess . . got A for mno though i dun really see how. . hmm maybe i crapped pretty well on my paper bahz. and Bplus for everything else. was abit surprised tt i didnt get my A for FNA lehz. haha was expecting tt coz i thot the paper was quite easy . doable lahz. must be all my careless mistakes again or my project maybe hmm. . well CAP score is currently 4.2 . . which i msut say is much better than expected and well quite a good payoff for all the hard work and ALL THAT STRESS. haha well .not much holidays left to enjoy. but i will try hehe even with me being sick and outta this world.

MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY 2006 ppl!. . . may the next year be better than this current one:D

P.S: for all my friends, may each one of you be happy and merry this christmas season. =)

hmmm... holidays coming to an end. sadded. . . more or less planned my timetable . . 3 day week:D. . . hope can get wat i want. . . hope tt can get same as my friends slots too :D. . . fell sick past week . . .coughing like crazy. . . running nose. . . sore throat. . .sianz. . .tmr watching narnia den got OG gathering for dinner and activities wayyy into the night .. . . den next day got santa's birthday party den after tt christmas mass. . .

WHERE HAVE MY HOLIDAYS GONE!!!. . .haha seriously the shortest holidays i ever had manz. .. . .haiz. . . . .

in a super sianz mood now. regret is a horrible feeling. and thats ALL i'm feeling now. REGRET. regret joining IA . . . its taking up ALL my holidays . . and i HATE calling ....feels like theres so much to do tt seems impossible to achieve. AND on top of that many details are not very settled.. so even when calling its like hard to give any definite details. . then it sounds like we're disorganized... I HATE THE PHONE. when i have to call for sponsors that is. when i'm chatting with good friends then its fine. sometimes i wonder why i have this phobia of cold calling. i mean. the other party cant see you. cant do anythign to you. and its just asking for information. and its not like u can control their replies. and as long as u do all that u can. . nobody can really blame you for not trying. but still. its the fear of rejection and failure i guess.

another issue on my mind. . .good friends. wat ARE good friends. what do u DO with good friends. =P. . . do u do the same things with ur girl good friend as u do with ur guy good friend? ... hmm...well shant really dwell too long on this issue as it really isnt upsetting me or anything. . just something ot think about...i suppose as long as it feels fine i'll just go w the flow. . .

woohooo!...exams over!. . . . happy!...though have yet to have a good nights sleep. haha on tuesday was my last paper, stats. um. passable lahz. though probably wont do verywell. haha. anyway tt paper ended at 7pm and we had called in pizza and watched movie marathon all the way till 6 am haha. den slept till 11 ++ then went out to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire!. . haha nice movie but alot of stuff missing from the book =P haha. but overall graphics and special effects are damnn cool. after tt actually want go chiong one but they all dont want. sianz. anyway den went back to pgp to talk cock and play bridge with david they all in his room ;) ... with 2 bottles of bacardi haha. end up play play play until shift to meiyi's room to play and play until 7am lorz. den got woken up at 12pm by ben to meet for lunch haha at pgp w meiyi and zt. . wah . .now feel very tired!. . gtg!