okieeeeeeee.......back to the previous previous post when i was grumbling on about my enterpreneurship troubles...

incident 1:
our project is about educational toys (read:puzzles, mind games etc.) THE person ownself volunteer to send me pictures of such toys coz the main reason we chose this idea was becoz her dad was in the industry and becoz she seemed to want it alot and also becoz there didnt seem to be any probs with it at all..so anyway..she sent me a picture... of .. a remote controlled helicopter toy. now: to me that is not my impression of an educational toy at all... not at all!.... so during the meeting i ask her about it (who knows? mayb its a competitor's toy)

me: u know the helicopter pic u sent me? its ur dad's product ah?...or ...wat...competitors pdts?
person: oh its one of the things my dad imports to sell
me: but we cant really use it in this project right?...coz we're focusing on educational toys. thats are core idea
person: but we still can sell normal toys like those wat..like barbie dolls and cars and helicopters... i tell you...do business..cannot be so narrowminded one.. as long as can make money..u should buy and sell it...
me (slowly going crazy): but all the while we have been emphasising taht we are a educational toys distributor!.... i mean...then we wont really have a focus!....
person: i tell you... do business no need focus onee....just see wat can make money and sell it!...
me:... but at least must have some educational value ...
person: aiya....play barbie also got educational value wat... maybe the person grow up want to be fashion designer?? or whoever play with helicopter grow up want to be pilot??
me:............

the thing is...from day one she has been describing educational toys to us such that we have been led into thinking that we will be dealing with puzzles and those do-it-urself toy sets..(later i give some photos)... even our lecturer has been emphasising on the educational ability of ourtoys.... now...NOW...u come and suddenly tell me u want to sell any toys also can!....so wat...our business idea is like that: we specialise in educational toys that are intellectually stimulating and enhances creativity... oh yes..we actually also sell other toys too..any sort of toys really as long as they make us big money. i mean...a business has to have a focus somewhere lor..and previuosly our focus was educational toys. now apparently its just toys... i'm not saying it wont work..i'm jsut saying...i WANT TO DO THIS PROJECT SMOOTHLY AND PASS IT. i dun want to have to keep changing focus and my way of thinking every other day.

incident 2:
i was moving on to the survey part of the meetting... tellign them that we do 100 surveys and since our target market is families and youths to business ppl... we should divide our surveys into 2 parts >> 60% for families with kids... 40% for youths to business ppl...mainly coz families would be our main segment... (btw this was written down in our ICA 1 too under market segmentation but i think she didnt even read it)

me: so each person gets 20 surveys, then 12 do on families with kids and the remaining 8 do on youths to teenagers
person: no need so strict wat!.... u just go on the streets and see who can do ur survey den let them do lah!... no need like how many how many for families and how many for youths.etc....so narrow minded
me: but our target market is families and youths and above wat! wat if we survey then come out all teenagers how..so must at least see how many are families and how many are those single ppl
person:haiz..ok ok ok lor...(in those i cant be really bothered nor am i really listenign to you tone)

PLEASE LOR.... where got ppl do survey nvr decide do on who first... just anyhow go and do one....she first time do project ah...my god...please..hand me a knife now...i have to stab something

incident 3:
wanted to clarify biz idea with the group..she tells me that we are a manufacturing and trading educational toys company. ...so i ask her...if we are a manufacturing company...where do we get our product designs from???....

person: from my dad company
me: if we were a real biz we couldnt possibly take the designs from ur dad's co... no company would give away designs just like htat
me: its either we: a) design our own products... b) buy designs (too exp)...or partner with an existing company to help them expand into Singapore
person: oh!..then we design our own lor
me: we design our own.... we must come up with a product prototype leh
person: no need lah!
me:..........
person: need meh....
me: this is project is about entrepreneurship..if u say we design our own products, they SURE want to see a product sample of wat we design one...
person: really ah (in a i-have-never-heard-of-this-before way)
me munyee and kailing: yah...sure one wat... even guidelines got say
me: so iwas thinking option c) would be best and easiest to explain....
person: orh..ok lor

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............wat kind of person...say want to design own product....then say no need to come up with product prototype one! which type!...i have a feeling...last time those projects she was in.... she was those freerider kind nvr really do much..now we use her idea...she no choice..must give input...who knew..her input is ...... like this...sob

incident 4:
previously during our first ica.. she already told us some industry knowledge..like the main market is in europe ,etc not in asia..then most countries manufacture in china... blah blah....so... now at this stage...i ask her to go find evidence to support wat she say

person: no need evidence one lah!
me:...u cant just say things like that and expect ppl to belive u!..wat if during Q and A the judges ask us.. u said in ur presentation that most companies in this industry station their manufacturing base in china...can u tell me how u noe this?
person: ..... i've been to china myself !....i've personally seen such factories!.
me:.................................................
me:okok...if u realyl cant find any evidence or anything jsut say that we got it from our external mentor (actually i was expecting them to tell me that lor..if cant find nvm..but make up something believable)where got ppl ownself say i've been to china myself and seen the factories!..then u got go to every other country in the world to see if they got such factories too??... u go..and u saw..means got.. i dont deny that fact...but u din go other countries and din see other countries doesnt mean dun have lor.....

seriously the immature answers she gives really put me off...its like she doesnt put any effort into thinking her answers through at all...its alot of pressure on me u noe.... its like i feel that wat ever she says or suggests i msut think of ways to change it so it fits into our report... sometimes i feel like just... ARghhHHHHH.....dunno wat to say lah...

worse thing is nobody in my group initiates to challenge what she says or even volunteer any suggestions at all... J is forever off somewhere else... but when i ask him he got give idea and he will ask me wat he need to do.... so far he got do wat i ask him...hopefully he got cont
M is so quiet sometimes i dunno wat she think at all..sometimes when i look at her then she will give her opinion...K is not so bad she will throw out ideas voluntarily (however u spell it) sometimes..and most of her ideas inthe same direction as mine... but becoz she is year 1 alot of things she haven learn yet ...tt day she ask me wat is 4 Ps hahahaha..so funny... i cant remember a time where i dunno wat is 4Ps...

the worst thing is she (THE person) seems to think her ideas are right all the time...its like she keeps defending them with even wierder ideas... and she's not very polite about it she talks to u as if u are stupid for htinking of such an idea and i dun even talk to her like that!....

sometimes i feel like letting go ..but i'm too afraid taht my project will go down the drain.... and i really want to do well this year...being my last year and all..maintain my nonC record... haiz... really seems impossible now ...

got something else to blog about..but shall leave it in another post...its about... $$

so exciting!

they're having the international student exchange program again!!!!!.... its a program where they send 20 nyp final year students to France or Germany to study at the universities there!... there are two universities in France , one in paris and one in nice(or however u spell it)...the germany one is situated near a small town but the expenses there are lesser... in france its more exp coz of accomodations and food i think

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyy...its open to alll third year students (which i am btw .. finally)...and guess wat!!!...i signed up for it!!!!!!!!!... of coz theres that problem of being selected to go but stilllll the chance is there and if i actually get chosen it will be super cool...oh yes weiwei and santa have signed up too...

actually..i didnt know i'd signed up for it coz that day that the teacher came class to class to tell us about it i thot i was signing up for the TALK about the exchange program..but then later my friends told me that it is actually a name list of those interested in the program itself.. so yeah...interesting rite

anyway the details are as follows:

• actual trip will be from Jan to May next year (2005)...actually its either jan to april or feb to may...
• school fees there will be paid for by NYP but we still cont to pay for our third year's NYP fees
• expenses estimated by those that went there before are 7000 for france and 5000 for germany but nicky says thats if u dont go out and eat maggie mee and bread everyday hahahaha...he went there (paris) for a month exchange program during june this year and he spent 4000...haha..he says it shd be around 10000 to 12000
• there are 20 vacancies and as far as i can tell its open to all SBM third year students
• however u cant have any outstanding modules and must be a B average student (but the teacher said this can be negotiated)
• also about the special project thing that i signed up for...it stretches to next year too..so the teacher said that if we want we can continue with it via email or something or we can drop it..i was thinking i wld like to take the SP module coz of 1) interest and 2) hehe the possibility of diploma with merit (i know cant stand me rite everythign also want).. but if i really cant cope then i will drop it but only if i get to go on the exchange program... actually drop also better coz its really not fair for my group if i go overseas halfway and leave them 1 man short
• lessons there are like only 3 days a week anddddddddddd..... many students try to leave thurs fri and the weekend free so they can go to trips like london or something ..how cool is that!
• anddd some of hte unis will provide accomodations in their school hostels...but some u have to source for ur own accomodations ..i think they'll provide a list of accomodations..
• oh and there will be other students there on their exchange programs too.. ppl from the US, South Korea, China, etc..

so yeah...really hope i get to go..if not...... then...haizzzzzzzzz......will be really disappointed.. but hten if i do go....its 4 mths!...i dunno if i can be independent!... all of u who know me(well)... u'll know htat i'm very notindependent!... i rely alot on my friends and family.... i'll prob go overseas and end up burning my clothes or shrinking them or something...oh yes and there is the problem of missing my friends and family and my DOGS. This program takes place during the last semester of my final year at NYP..which means if i get to go... i wont see my friends anymore after i get back...i know ppl keeptelling me that u come back still can contact them..but its not the same anymore!...i'm talking about like the familiarity of studying (crapping) together in school.... having rubbish tutorials and lectures with them... having fun in tutorials with them... we wont be able to wonder the corridors of NYP anymore with nothing to do(actually hardly ever get to do that now anyway haha too much projects)... wont be able to work together in the access labs or IBRC...

am getting over emotional ahahahaha...not even selected yet ...may not even get selected at all..but who cares this is just about feelings..a blog is always about feeligns and if ppl judge me becoz of that then too bad this is just how i feel.

am up miraculously early today...my sleep-addled brain calculated the time wrongly and thus i have extra ten mins before i leave...actually came online to print something from santa....but realised still got alot of time...meeting lijun at 0920 at admiralty and now not even 9am yet...sooooo yah blog...long time no blog...haha....got many things to say....mayb not as many now lah...tt day entrepreneurhsip was really angry/pissed/fedup/onthevergeoftotaldesperation/andallotherbadthings. needless to say its about hte project and a certain someone who doesnt really think when making decisions/suggestions and when i point out the flaws in them NICELY(give u all example later)... she stares at me as if i'm stupid and states in a loud voice that ppl cannot be so narrowminded all the time.really.

it amazes me how she got as far as second year seriously.... the things that she doesnt get and doesnt seem to know exist...even the year one seems to have that extra bit of caution that she obviously doesnt possess. shall not mention names but really very ARgHHHHHH..... tt day almost want to cry always i try to make sense and give reason to waht she say...den when everything is nice and understandable and neat...she comes and throws in a totally off suggestion or watever and then messes it up again....

dunno is i biased against her or wat lah.... or issit i think too much.... i asked lijun and she reacted the same way as me...dunno is to make me feel better or is becoz i already poisoned her mind against her haha she seems to dislike her more than i do...

now.... i really praying that our next meeting on tuesday durign the holiday she will unfortunately come down with sore throat or is still sick or somethign lah...know i very evil think like that but really its come down to this stage already... idea is supposed to be finalised and stable already u cant keep throwing bloody stuff at me and expect it to fit into the business idea..

no time for examples...next post..tonite i promise haha... must go now else late again...

ouch and ouch and ouch!

having damn terrible cramps in my..*ahem* now.... super pain...can hardly sit straight... sob...ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhh

just discovered one funny thing

the date settign on my handphone is one day late!..hahahaha..so while the date for today's blog post is like 18... the one on my handphone says 17... haha wierd rite...tts why i was thinking and thinkning how come one 17 one 18 then counting and counting today is 17 or 18 and thinking today is wednesday rite?... nvr remember wrongly wat... haiz.... must be tt time sandra made my phone drop on the floor and everything came out...had to reset time and date


OHMY GOSH THE STUPID RENOVATIONS ON MY BLOCK ARE DRIVING ME NUTS

how to study like tt!...so annoyed.

woke at 10 today...haha i know...major accomplishment rite!....hahaha.... anyway got woken up by idiot sheila's msg asking me about our microsoft office cd..haiz...after tt somemore dare to tell me to go back to sleep....cannot sleep already lah!.... den went to bathe the dogs..... only one word to describe: chaos

almost about to bathe both pepper and ginger when the STUPID DRILLING started and both puppies got scared and didtn want to be seperated... cannot lorrr...i can only bathe one at a time wat...so i bathe one the other one cry and scratcht the door...i turn my back for a while ..and wheni turn back...i realise that the crying one had scratched open the door and the covered-in-shampoo-and-full-of-foam puppy (which was pepper incidentally) had run out and was trying to rid herself of the foam by dragging her head against the DIRTY AND SMELLY FLOORMAT which everyone uses to clean thier feet on and which the puppies sometimes pee on by mistake...oh yes in the meantime ginger tries to lick of the foam from pepper....haiz... anyway the puppies are clean now although they smell too much like detergent... =p... their shampoo got wierd smell... BUT THE DRILLING IS STILL GOING ON

after tt came down and typed out enterepreneurships 5th meeting minutes which was yesterday...Linda didnt come was sick i woke her up when i called her ..oops hehe... didnt noe her friend didnt say anythign when we were asking about her... den typed out survey which we came up with yesterady...but realised that got some qn i not sure...in total got 17 qns i think including all those demographic ones... then had quick lunch and sent all entrepreneurship things to lijun coz she want for reference...den while i was doing all those things i was also searching for games to dl into com...coz very bored...found the first 3 harry potter ones!..but hor... the third one is in some foreign language..sob.... cant udnerstand....ended up dying many times... shal not play that...continue to pokemon haha... wat...nothing wrong with pokemon ok... graphics are good.. game is fun...is called destressing

why do i need to explain myself anyway?!..haiz...better get started on RSM tutorial and PS and IB and IM for next week so AMR can study during weekend

am in amr tutorial now!....he's talking to himself as usual now and tryign to get ppl to answer his qns...sitting right at the back with lijun...taking e chance to blog abit about todays IM test..thought it was quite easy coz i could answer all the qns.... but mcq quite tricky... counted 7 where i was notsure in the answers... SEVEN out of 20!.... hope i do well...

yesterday was our IB presentation for ICA 1....glad to say that things went quite well..she said our roleplay on imf was very interesting ..cna tell she like those kind of things... anyway PS ICA roleplay was yesterday too... tt was dammmn funny...partner with han is like tt one...sure very funny....but e funniest thing was when she gave us the answers by mistake... damn blur lah tt tutor...haha... got back PS ica 1 written test too....got 29/30...abit sad dunno why lost 1 mark... haha... i mean logically i thot my answer would make sense...oh well... it wasnt in lecture notes though..

havent blogged in days...mainly due to STRESSSSSS...i swear its gonna drive me over the edge one day.... its succeeding right now....

shall now summarise all that has happened in the past few days.... learn from weiwei hahahaha..but not sure can remember so far back or not!..hahaha cant even remember whens the last time i blogged!

ok... here goes nothing

aug 5 -- nothing really much happend today except htat i finaly presented for RSM tutorial... tutor said that my answer was pretty comprehensive so i guess thats good!.... also felt more and more stresss about entrepreneurship project coz my other gp members dun seem to be feeling the urgency at all..even though next ica is week 10 adn now is only end of week 6...we have a hell lot of things to do ..and thinking about me only makes it worse....nO..actually...seeing other groups gettign their act together when urs is falling apart is worse...

aug 6 -- whole day of lectures today . . . . . .. was presented with a significant amount of admin cards to scan again... starting to feel abit of takingforgrantedness here...haiz...dunno lah....

weekend -- went to watch the village with weiwei...actually is more like dragged weiwei go watch the village..coz she wasnt very keen on it in the first place..hahaha.....after watching it.... felt ...abit disappointed coz it wasnt wat i expected but still ok lor...the girl in the movie was quite good..as in her acting and her character.... i would say the movie is more one human values... than on scary things that eat ppl... which i was expecting..hahaha....after that went to get cats present!....happy birthday cat!!!!! ....i noe its over already..hehe..but better late than nvr rite???..ahahha..... hope u like the two tops we got u!.... one day when we finally got time we go out shopping k then u wear for us!..hahahha...also spent the weekend cramming for PS and RSM test....SAD....percentage so little but chapter so many .... WANT TO KILL US THEN JUST SET THE SCHOOL ON FIRE LAH...sorry that was insanity talking

aug 9! national day!--- suposed to be family outing day... we planned to go fishing in pasir ris park!....reached there around 7 am to realise that the place had closed down..and though there were still ppl fishing there.. the pond had evaporated somewhat and it looked like a ghost town... so we made a quick decision to go to east coast park to cycle..coz that was the other alternative... so we went there but on our way there my mum looked through the directory and realsied that there was another fishing park in punggol..however we didnt noe whether it was still open and we didnt want to take e chance so we decided to go east coast instead..who knew that when we reached there my mom didnt want to cycle and was showing abit of attitude coz we didnt want to go punggol pond... so we left her to sit in the car to study her test..coz she brought a whole lot of stuff to study for... haiz...basically i think she wanted fishing coz she can sit and study while cycling cannot...when we came back we realise that she had gone of on her own to check out the punggol pond already....serious attitude lor!!..must do thing her way one...tt day was really angry lor...ppl day is already not happy already ..fishing pond closed..she stilll want to show us attitude like that... so after whole mornign cyclign was very thirsty so went ot the east coast food village to have cool drinks -- sugar cane and coconut... tt time only 11++...so EARLY rite....den after tt recieved a call from mummy say the pond very nice is free no need pay one and not many ppl...reached there liao realised the pond is quite nice actually... not really fishing pond as most ppl fish there catch lobster or prawn only....but secenery is nice and got one nice park there with swings!... so my mum attitude like gone already then she seemed to be trying hard to make peace so we also try lor... sit there try to catch fish and failing miserably while 3 teenage boys next to us catch one fish after another and several prawns and tortoise....even caught one silver arowana(however u spell it) leh!... anyway cast the line afew times and once it flew into the branches and got stuck htere leh!... so malu...lucky sandra also did that ...afew times at that hahahaha

anway the day turned out ok in the end .... there was ndp and singapore idol at the end!.. i thot singapore idol was great!...funny...judges were ok...gurmit singh was ok...dick lee was quite funny!!...his facial expressions damnn funnnnyyy...the rest are ok lahhh.....

aug 10 -- back to reality again after lovely long break.... did ib project today and basically just sifted thru our articles and picked out the main points.... lovely life i have......OH YAH..today they made an announcement on the top 10% of the cohort that were being offered an extra module ..and there were 12 from our class who qualified... nerissa me pei pei santa lijun pris alvin sharon yingzhi yoke yee jia hui and siying.... wasnt really surprised coz i heard about it from weiwei class and was sort of expecting it...sort of spoiled the surprise haha... oh well...quite happy that actually made it to top ten percent of the cohort thats out of a thousand students u noe!..hahahaha..yah i very ego lah

aug 11 -- cats birthday!..happy birthday!!... today is my day off from school...but even though is physicall not in school...mentally is still in school..haiz...had to burn midnite oil and cram many many many useless facts into my head for RSM test next day... ok not useless but i hate nyp now so currently its useless

aug 12 -- TEST TODAY....scary.... bloody hell lor....i study from text book..yes...but only those that were covered in lecture...those not in i study for wat!....bloody hell lor they come out one TWELVE mark question on in-house credit cards..tts not in lecture slides at all lor...lucky i creative hahahaha... anyhow bomb also can still get some answer correct.... haiz dunno how i will score... sad ah sad ah... somemore no time to write answer lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........35 mins only!!!!!!!!.....write till hand pain and shaking last 30 seconds i still scribblign like mad dunno she can read my answer or not....spent the night cramming for PS test the next day

aug 13 - test today again!..... this was very easy...super fast.....hope can score welll... today did IB project again..found out more about our role play ica for PS one monday... found out i was paired with HAN...die....sure ask me do stupid thing again...and pinch me ..he ahh!!..forever!!..hahahaha.... but still very easy to bully him hahahaha... very fun too...

aug 14! - today....finally reach today...type uintil hand pain and many typos and realisethat i'm the two finger typer kind..... anyway today was the briefing for the special project module for the top 10% ppl...realised that rachel and liting were there too!.... got 90 ppl there..and basically they offered two modules ... financial service one and case study research one...was immediately drawn to FS one coz everythign was new to me and sounded interesting...bloomberg..stocks..reuters....cool...den case study was something tht i do before ...of coz not in such detail but still...do before...adn boring..... but of coz will be easier to do lor...definitely.....coz we have done it before and more or less understand....so i opted for FS first and the case study second....and i realised that!..only weiwei put same as me the choice...tt santa lijun mimi and xinyi all put case study...tt santa ahhh somemore say very interested in FS ah....hope they come to FS too in the end coz they allocate 75% of e ppl to FS and 25% to case study...but i saw many ppl put same choice as me and weiwei so mayb no one put santa tt choice then tt means they will stay in there lor...dunno not up to me....the extra module stretches from now till next march ...in 2005... project work only starts this november ...so i dun feel so stressed....

after tt briefing went to do IB project...finalised our indonesia part but left elly part like not done dunno haven seen theirs yet...haiz...worried... decided to do roleplay cum ppt for presentation on monday...feel tt many things arelast min but this is wat u get when u give us so many project and tests at once....very stressed now waiting for elly to send me the finalised report copy so i can print it and do the ppt slides...but she have send yet...wnat to finish everythign today mah so tmr just focus on IM test studying only...next tues is IM test.. 6 lectures CAN DIE case study format.... CAN DIE EVEN MORE..... monday somemore got IB presentation and PS ICA roleplay ,....JUST KILL US ALREADY AND BE DONE WITH IT

after lab closed at 3...weiwei wanted to watch catwoman so i accompany her watch lor...coz i drag her watch the village mah...and besides the catwoman movie cannot be that bad.... action movie mah...i like action movies...ANACONDA!!!HUNT FOR THE BLOOD ORCHId!!!have to wartch that...as i was saying the catwoman was notbad.... ok lor....halle berry was very good..didnt noe she could act as a mousey shy woman but she did!...she was not bad lah..only thing i prefer her as normal patience and not catwoman ...when she catwoman she very.... like aggressive and ..... lame...hahaha.... like always staring at people a certain way and making lame responses.... mayb tts the cat lah ha..... after tt went walk a little while and complain about life (NYP) in general and how it (NYP) sucks.

need to pee gtg now byeeeeee

Right..am all done with my REtail Store Mgt etut... just copied and pasted most of it anyway...haha...now have to go and dig up some transparencies to do the RSM trans for tmr.. am presenting!..haha...lijun said it was easy and adviced me to present so tat when the harder ones come out i dont have to present....:D

argHH

everything hurts morethan they did yesterday!!!!!!!....walk up and down stairs hurt like crazy...sit down also pain... den sit down already want to stand up also pain...sob..*laughs miserably*.....

so sad....daddy say may not be going cycling this national day.......he say wat at night got gathering then must go then gathering start very early so mayb no time go cycling...so sad...was looking forward to it so much..... oh well...at least can study for RSM and PS test...but still will be really disappointed if dont go..

hiaz...finished RSM liao..now online doing the E tut for RSM..so mah fun..every week one noe...so annoying...

today was a tiring day

today was napfa day

that is why my whole body is screaming for massage now

it was better than expected

haha atleast i nvr fail everything.... haha failed 2.4 by 2mins..i got 19mins i think then passing is 17mins....failed my shuttle run by 0.1seconds....SAd rite!!!!...so rubbish lor...why i nvr run 0.1 second faster!....pass is 12.4 i got 12.59..sob....whyyyy....haiz at least got participation...haha ..very proud of my standing broad jump!..hahahahahaha...last time i remember always cannot get 150 adn above one lor...this time i jump 165 leh!..hahaha...even though is D..i dun care.... my legs so short i jump so far is good enuf liao..somemore my height is not even 165 lor..i jump more htan my height leh ..haha.....sit ups abit wasted too...lack 1 to get A..only did 29..actualyl got time for 1..but my legs no energy liao ..haha...sit and reach was a surprise too..i actually managed to get B for sit n reach...got 32 i think...haha....tonite sleeping will be hell man...tmr will be the deeper levels of hell for sure..haha

so cute!...as if they posing rite!...tts pepper with the standup ears and the stickout tongue and ginger with the floppy ears and normal tongue haha

wahaha patches when she had her steraliztion op..haha

ginger!..haha..nice ginger-that-does-not-bite

this is cute pepper!..taken when she's sleeping in our newspaper box/basket..see her ears back means she scared... of me!..haha..no lah of me taking her photo

this is an old photo that i dug out...tts me on the right(same messy hair and everything..except my eyes look bigger hmm) and sheila on the left with one missing tooth...

nice photo!!!!!...but sandra looks wierd. HAHA

wierd photo...must really learn to smile with eyes open..

sadly i realise i look immature and generally younger than sandra in this photo...seem to be stuck in the funny face mode...

me and sandra!...taken with sheila's new phone!...3200 i htink..i know the resolution isnt that great but who cares!..finally a camera phone in the family haha

okieeeeeeee.......back to the previous previous post when i was grumbling on about my enterpreneurship troubles...

incident 1:
our project is about educational toys (read:puzzles, mind games etc.) THE person ownself volunteer to send me pictures of such toys coz the main reason we chose this idea was becoz her dad was in the industry and becoz she seemed to want it alot and also becoz there didnt seem to be any probs with it at all..so anyway..she sent me a picture... of .. a remote controlled helicopter toy. now: to me that is not my impression of an educational toy at all... not at all!.... so during the meeting i ask her about it (who knows? mayb its a competitor's toy)

me: u know the helicopter pic u sent me? its ur dad's product ah?...or ...wat...competitors pdts?
person: oh its one of the things my dad imports to sell
me: but we cant really use it in this project right?...coz we're focusing on educational toys. thats are core idea
person: but we still can sell normal toys like those wat..like barbie dolls and cars and helicopters... i tell you...do business..cannot be so narrowminded one.. as long as can make money..u should buy and sell it...
me (slowly going crazy): but all the while we have been emphasising taht we are a educational toys distributor!.... i mean...then we wont really have a focus!....
person: i tell you... do business no need focus onee....just see wat can make money and sell it!...
me:... but at least must have some educational value ...
person: aiya....play barbie also got educational value wat... maybe the person grow up want to be fashion designer?? or whoever play with helicopter grow up want to be pilot??
me:............

the thing is...from day one she has been describing educational toys to us such that we have been led into thinking that we will be dealing with puzzles and those do-it-urself toy sets..(later i give some photos)... even our lecturer has been emphasising on the educational ability of ourtoys.... now...NOW...u come and suddenly tell me u want to sell any toys also can!....so wat...our business idea is like that: we specialise in educational toys that are intellectually stimulating and enhances creativity... oh yes..we actually also sell other toys too..any sort of toys really as long as they make us big money. i mean...a business has to have a focus somewhere lor..and previuosly our focus was educational toys. now apparently its just toys... i'm not saying it wont work..i'm jsut saying...i WANT TO DO THIS PROJECT SMOOTHLY AND PASS IT. i dun want to have to keep changing focus and my way of thinking every other day.

incident 2:
i was moving on to the survey part of the meetting... tellign them that we do 100 surveys and since our target market is families and youths to business ppl... we should divide our surveys into 2 parts >> 60% for families with kids... 40% for youths to business ppl...mainly coz families would be our main segment... (btw this was written down in our ICA 1 too under market segmentation but i think she didnt even read it)

me: so each person gets 20 surveys, then 12 do on families with kids and the remaining 8 do on youths to teenagers
person: no need so strict wat!.... u just go on the streets and see who can do ur survey den let them do lah!... no need like how many how many for families and how many for youths.etc....so narrow minded
me: but our target market is families and youths and above wat! wat if we survey then come out all teenagers how..so must at least see how many are families and how many are those single ppl
person:haiz..ok ok ok lor...(in those i cant be really bothered nor am i really listenign to you tone)

PLEASE LOR.... where got ppl do survey nvr decide do on who first... just anyhow go and do one....she first time do project ah...my god...please..hand me a knife now...i have to stab something

incident 3:
wanted to clarify biz idea with the group..she tells me that we are a manufacturing and trading educational toys company. ...so i ask her...if we are a manufacturing company...where do we get our product designs from???....

person: from my dad company
me: if we were a real biz we couldnt possibly take the designs from ur dad's co... no company would give away designs just like htat
me: its either we: a) design our own products... b) buy designs (too exp)...or partner with an existing company to help them expand into Singapore
person: oh!..then we design our own lor
me: we design our own.... we must come up with a product prototype leh
person: no need lah!
me:..........
person: need meh....
me: this is project is about entrepreneurship..if u say we design our own products, they SURE want to see a product sample of wat we design one...
person: really ah (in a i-have-never-heard-of-this-before way)
me munyee and kailing: yah...sure one wat... even guidelines got say
me: so iwas thinking option c) would be best and easiest to explain....
person: orh..ok lor

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............wat kind of person...say want to design own product....then say no need to come up with product prototype one! which type!...i have a feeling...last time those projects she was in.... she was those freerider kind nvr really do much..now we use her idea...she no choice..must give input...who knew..her input is ...... like this...sob

incident 4:
previously during our first ica.. she already told us some industry knowledge..like the main market is in europe ,etc not in asia..then most countries manufacture in china... blah blah....so... now at this stage...i ask her to go find evidence to support wat she say

person: no need evidence one lah!
me:...u cant just say things like that and expect ppl to belive u!..wat if during Q and A the judges ask us.. u said in ur presentation that most companies in this industry station their manufacturing base in china...can u tell me how u noe this?
person: ..... i've been to china myself !....i've personally seen such factories!.
me:.................................................
me:okok...if u realyl cant find any evidence or anything jsut say that we got it from our external mentor (actually i was expecting them to tell me that lor..if cant find nvm..but make up something believable)where got ppl ownself say i've been to china myself and seen the factories!..then u got go to every other country in the world to see if they got such factories too??... u go..and u saw..means got.. i dont deny that fact...but u din go other countries and din see other countries doesnt mean dun have lor.....

seriously the immature answers she gives really put me off...its like she doesnt put any effort into thinking her answers through at all...its alot of pressure on me u noe.... its like i feel that wat ever she says or suggests i msut think of ways to change it so it fits into our report... sometimes i feel like just... ARghhHHHHH.....dunno wat to say lah...

worse thing is nobody in my group initiates to challenge what she says or even volunteer any suggestions at all... J is forever off somewhere else... but when i ask him he got give idea and he will ask me wat he need to do.... so far he got do wat i ask him...hopefully he got cont
M is so quiet sometimes i dunno wat she think at all..sometimes when i look at her then she will give her opinion...K is not so bad she will throw out ideas voluntarily (however u spell it) sometimes..and most of her ideas inthe same direction as mine... but becoz she is year 1 alot of things she haven learn yet ...tt day she ask me wat is 4 Ps hahahaha..so funny... i cant remember a time where i dunno wat is 4Ps...

the worst thing is she (THE person) seems to think her ideas are right all the time...its like she keeps defending them with even wierder ideas... and she's not very polite about it she talks to u as if u are stupid for htinking of such an idea and i dun even talk to her like that!....

sometimes i feel like letting go ..but i'm too afraid taht my project will go down the drain.... and i really want to do well this year...being my last year and all..maintain my nonC record... haiz... really seems impossible now ...

got something else to blog about..but shall leave it in another post...its about... $$

so exciting!

they're having the international student exchange program again!!!!!.... its a program where they send 20 nyp final year students to France or Germany to study at the universities there!... there are two universities in France , one in paris and one in nice(or however u spell it)...the germany one is situated near a small town but the expenses there are lesser... in france its more exp coz of accomodations and food i think

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyy...its open to alll third year students (which i am btw .. finally)...and guess wat!!!...i signed up for it!!!!!!!!!... of coz theres that problem of being selected to go but stilllll the chance is there and if i actually get chosen it will be super cool...oh yes weiwei and santa have signed up too...

actually..i didnt know i'd signed up for it coz that day that the teacher came class to class to tell us about it i thot i was signing up for the TALK about the exchange program..but then later my friends told me that it is actually a name list of those interested in the program itself.. so yeah...interesting rite

anyway the details are as follows:

• actual trip will be from Jan to May next year (2005)...actually its either jan to april or feb to may...
• school fees there will be paid for by NYP but we still cont to pay for our third year's NYP fees
• expenses estimated by those that went there before are 7000 for france and 5000 for germany but nicky says thats if u dont go out and eat maggie mee and bread everyday hahahaha...he went there (paris) for a month exchange program during june this year and he spent 4000...haha..he says it shd be around 10000 to 12000
• there are 20 vacancies and as far as i can tell its open to all SBM third year students
• however u cant have any outstanding modules and must be a B average student (but the teacher said this can be negotiated)
• also about the special project thing that i signed up for...it stretches to next year too..so the teacher said that if we want we can continue with it via email or something or we can drop it..i was thinking i wld like to take the SP module coz of 1) interest and 2) hehe the possibility of diploma with merit (i know cant stand me rite everythign also want).. but if i really cant cope then i will drop it but only if i get to go on the exchange program... actually drop also better coz its really not fair for my group if i go overseas halfway and leave them 1 man short
• lessons there are like only 3 days a week anddddddddddd..... many students try to leave thurs fri and the weekend free so they can go to trips like london or something ..how cool is that!
• anddd some of hte unis will provide accomodations in their school hostels...but some u have to source for ur own accomodations ..i think they'll provide a list of accomodations..
• oh and there will be other students there on their exchange programs too.. ppl from the US, South Korea, China, etc..

so yeah...really hope i get to go..if not...... then...haizzzzzzzzz......will be really disappointed.. but hten if i do go....its 4 mths!...i dunno if i can be independent!... all of u who know me(well)... u'll know htat i'm very notindependent!... i rely alot on my friends and family.... i'll prob go overseas and end up burning my clothes or shrinking them or something...oh yes and there is the problem of missing my friends and family and my DOGS. This program takes place during the last semester of my final year at NYP..which means if i get to go... i wont see my friends anymore after i get back...i know ppl keeptelling me that u come back still can contact them..but its not the same anymore!...i'm talking about like the familiarity of studying (crapping) together in school.... having rubbish tutorials and lectures with them... having fun in tutorials with them... we wont be able to wonder the corridors of NYP anymore with nothing to do(actually hardly ever get to do that now anyway haha too much projects)... wont be able to work together in the access labs or IBRC...

am getting over emotional ahahahaha...not even selected yet ...may not even get selected at all..but who cares this is just about feelings..a blog is always about feeligns and if ppl judge me becoz of that then too bad this is just how i feel.

am up miraculously early today...my sleep-addled brain calculated the time wrongly and thus i have extra ten mins before i leave...actually came online to print something from santa....but realised still got alot of time...meeting lijun at 0920 at admiralty and now not even 9am yet...sooooo yah blog...long time no blog...haha....got many things to say....mayb not as many now lah...tt day entrepreneurhsip was really angry/pissed/fedup/onthevergeoftotaldesperation/andallotherbadthings. needless to say its about hte project and a certain someone who doesnt really think when making decisions/suggestions and when i point out the flaws in them NICELY(give u all example later)... she stares at me as if i'm stupid and states in a loud voice that ppl cannot be so narrowminded all the time.really.

it amazes me how she got as far as second year seriously.... the things that she doesnt get and doesnt seem to know exist...even the year one seems to have that extra bit of caution that she obviously doesnt possess. shall not mention names but really very ARgHHHHHH..... tt day almost want to cry always i try to make sense and give reason to waht she say...den when everything is nice and understandable and neat...she comes and throws in a totally off suggestion or watever and then messes it up again....

dunno is i biased against her or wat lah.... or issit i think too much.... i asked lijun and she reacted the same way as me...dunno is to make me feel better or is becoz i already poisoned her mind against her haha she seems to dislike her more than i do...

now.... i really praying that our next meeting on tuesday durign the holiday she will unfortunately come down with sore throat or is still sick or somethign lah...know i very evil think like that but really its come down to this stage already... idea is supposed to be finalised and stable already u cant keep throwing bloody stuff at me and expect it to fit into the business idea..

no time for examples...next post..tonite i promise haha... must go now else late again...

ouch and ouch and ouch!

having damn terrible cramps in my..*ahem* now.... super pain...can hardly sit straight... sob...ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhh

just discovered one funny thing

the date settign on my handphone is one day late!..hahahaha..so while the date for today's blog post is like 18... the one on my handphone says 17... haha wierd rite...tts why i was thinking and thinkning how come one 17 one 18 then counting and counting today is 17 or 18 and thinking today is wednesday rite?... nvr remember wrongly wat... haiz.... must be tt time sandra made my phone drop on the floor and everything came out...had to reset time and date


OHMY GOSH THE STUPID RENOVATIONS ON MY BLOCK ARE DRIVING ME NUTS

how to study like tt!...so annoyed.

woke at 10 today...haha i know...major accomplishment rite!....hahaha.... anyway got woken up by idiot sheila's msg asking me about our microsoft office cd..haiz...after tt somemore dare to tell me to go back to sleep....cannot sleep already lah!.... den went to bathe the dogs..... only one word to describe: chaos

almost about to bathe both pepper and ginger when the STUPID DRILLING started and both puppies got scared and didtn want to be seperated... cannot lorrr...i can only bathe one at a time wat...so i bathe one the other one cry and scratcht the door...i turn my back for a while ..and wheni turn back...i realise that the crying one had scratched open the door and the covered-in-shampoo-and-full-of-foam puppy (which was pepper incidentally) had run out and was trying to rid herself of the foam by dragging her head against the DIRTY AND SMELLY FLOORMAT which everyone uses to clean thier feet on and which the puppies sometimes pee on by mistake...oh yes in the meantime ginger tries to lick of the foam from pepper....haiz... anyway the puppies are clean now although they smell too much like detergent... =p... their shampoo got wierd smell... BUT THE DRILLING IS STILL GOING ON

after tt came down and typed out enterepreneurships 5th meeting minutes which was yesterday...Linda didnt come was sick i woke her up when i called her ..oops hehe... didnt noe her friend didnt say anythign when we were asking about her... den typed out survey which we came up with yesterady...but realised that got some qn i not sure...in total got 17 qns i think including all those demographic ones... then had quick lunch and sent all entrepreneurship things to lijun coz she want for reference...den while i was doing all those things i was also searching for games to dl into com...coz very bored...found the first 3 harry potter ones!..but hor... the third one is in some foreign language..sob.... cant udnerstand....ended up dying many times... shal not play that...continue to pokemon haha... wat...nothing wrong with pokemon ok... graphics are good.. game is fun...is called destressing

why do i need to explain myself anyway?!..haiz...better get started on RSM tutorial and PS and IB and IM for next week so AMR can study during weekend

am in amr tutorial now!....he's talking to himself as usual now and tryign to get ppl to answer his qns...sitting right at the back with lijun...taking e chance to blog abit about todays IM test..thought it was quite easy coz i could answer all the qns.... but mcq quite tricky... counted 7 where i was notsure in the answers... SEVEN out of 20!.... hope i do well...

yesterday was our IB presentation for ICA 1....glad to say that things went quite well..she said our roleplay on imf was very interesting ..cna tell she like those kind of things... anyway PS ICA roleplay was yesterday too... tt was dammmn funny...partner with han is like tt one...sure very funny....but e funniest thing was when she gave us the answers by mistake... damn blur lah tt tutor...haha... got back PS ica 1 written test too....got 29/30...abit sad dunno why lost 1 mark... haha... i mean logically i thot my answer would make sense...oh well... it wasnt in lecture notes though..

havent blogged in days...mainly due to STRESSSSSS...i swear its gonna drive me over the edge one day.... its succeeding right now....

shall now summarise all that has happened in the past few days.... learn from weiwei hahahaha..but not sure can remember so far back or not!..hahaha cant even remember whens the last time i blogged!

ok... here goes nothing

aug 5 -- nothing really much happend today except htat i finaly presented for RSM tutorial... tutor said that my answer was pretty comprehensive so i guess thats good!.... also felt more and more stresss about entrepreneurship project coz my other gp members dun seem to be feeling the urgency at all..even though next ica is week 10 adn now is only end of week 6...we have a hell lot of things to do ..and thinking about me only makes it worse....nO..actually...seeing other groups gettign their act together when urs is falling apart is worse...

aug 6 -- whole day of lectures today . . . . . .. was presented with a significant amount of admin cards to scan again... starting to feel abit of takingforgrantedness here...haiz...dunno lah....

weekend -- went to watch the village with weiwei...actually is more like dragged weiwei go watch the village..coz she wasnt very keen on it in the first place..hahaha.....after watching it.... felt ...abit disappointed coz it wasnt wat i expected but still ok lor...the girl in the movie was quite good..as in her acting and her character.... i would say the movie is more one human values... than on scary things that eat ppl... which i was expecting..hahaha....after that went to get cats present!....happy birthday cat!!!!! ....i noe its over already..hehe..but better late than nvr rite???..ahahha..... hope u like the two tops we got u!.... one day when we finally got time we go out shopping k then u wear for us!..hahahha...also spent the weekend cramming for PS and RSM test....SAD....percentage so little but chapter so many .... WANT TO KILL US THEN JUST SET THE SCHOOL ON FIRE LAH...sorry that was insanity talking

aug 9! national day!--- suposed to be family outing day... we planned to go fishing in pasir ris park!....reached there around 7 am to realise that the place had closed down..and though there were still ppl fishing there.. the pond had evaporated somewhat and it looked like a ghost town... so we made a quick decision to go to east coast park to cycle..coz that was the other alternative... so we went there but on our way there my mum looked through the directory and realsied that there was another fishing park in punggol..however we didnt noe whether it was still open and we didnt want to take e chance so we decided to go east coast instead..who knew that when we reached there my mom didnt want to cycle and was showing abit of attitude coz we didnt want to go punggol pond... so we left her to sit in the car to study her test..coz she brought a whole lot of stuff to study for... haiz...basically i think she wanted fishing coz she can sit and study while cycling cannot...when we came back we realise that she had gone of on her own to check out the punggol pond already....serious attitude lor!!..must do thing her way one...tt day was really angry lor...ppl day is already not happy already ..fishing pond closed..she stilll want to show us attitude like that... so after whole mornign cyclign was very thirsty so went ot the east coast food village to have cool drinks -- sugar cane and coconut... tt time only 11++...so EARLY rite....den after tt recieved a call from mummy say the pond very nice is free no need pay one and not many ppl...reached there liao realised the pond is quite nice actually... not really fishing pond as most ppl fish there catch lobster or prawn only....but secenery is nice and got one nice park there with swings!... so my mum attitude like gone already then she seemed to be trying hard to make peace so we also try lor... sit there try to catch fish and failing miserably while 3 teenage boys next to us catch one fish after another and several prawns and tortoise....even caught one silver arowana(however u spell it) leh!... anyway cast the line afew times and once it flew into the branches and got stuck htere leh!... so malu...lucky sandra also did that ...afew times at that hahahaha

anway the day turned out ok in the end .... there was ndp and singapore idol at the end!.. i thot singapore idol was great!...funny...judges were ok...gurmit singh was ok...dick lee was quite funny!!...his facial expressions damnn funnnnyyy...the rest are ok lahhh.....

aug 10 -- back to reality again after lovely long break.... did ib project today and basically just sifted thru our articles and picked out the main points.... lovely life i have......OH YAH..today they made an announcement on the top 10% of the cohort that were being offered an extra module ..and there were 12 from our class who qualified... nerissa me pei pei santa lijun pris alvin sharon yingzhi yoke yee jia hui and siying.... wasnt really surprised coz i heard about it from weiwei class and was sort of expecting it...sort of spoiled the surprise haha... oh well...quite happy that actually made it to top ten percent of the cohort thats out of a thousand students u noe!..hahahaha..yah i very ego lah

aug 11 -- cats birthday!..happy birthday!!... today is my day off from school...but even though is physicall not in school...mentally is still in school..haiz...had to burn midnite oil and cram many many many useless facts into my head for RSM test next day... ok not useless but i hate nyp now so currently its useless

aug 12 -- TEST TODAY....scary.... bloody hell lor....i study from text book..yes...but only those that were covered in lecture...those not in i study for wat!....bloody hell lor they come out one TWELVE mark question on in-house credit cards..tts not in lecture slides at all lor...lucky i creative hahahaha... anyhow bomb also can still get some answer correct.... haiz dunno how i will score... sad ah sad ah... somemore no time to write answer lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........35 mins only!!!!!!!!.....write till hand pain and shaking last 30 seconds i still scribblign like mad dunno she can read my answer or not....spent the night cramming for PS test the next day

aug 13 - test today again!..... this was very easy...super fast.....hope can score welll... today did IB project again..found out more about our role play ica for PS one monday... found out i was paired with HAN...die....sure ask me do stupid thing again...and pinch me ..he ahh!!..forever!!..hahahaha.... but still very easy to bully him hahahaha... very fun too...

aug 14! - today....finally reach today...type uintil hand pain and many typos and realisethat i'm the two finger typer kind..... anyway today was the briefing for the special project module for the top 10% ppl...realised that rachel and liting were there too!.... got 90 ppl there..and basically they offered two modules ... financial service one and case study research one...was immediately drawn to FS one coz everythign was new to me and sounded interesting...bloomberg..stocks..reuters....cool...den case study was something tht i do before ...of coz not in such detail but still...do before...adn boring..... but of coz will be easier to do lor...definitely.....coz we have done it before and more or less understand....so i opted for FS first and the case study second....and i realised that!..only weiwei put same as me the choice...tt santa lijun mimi and xinyi all put case study...tt santa ahhh somemore say very interested in FS ah....hope they come to FS too in the end coz they allocate 75% of e ppl to FS and 25% to case study...but i saw many ppl put same choice as me and weiwei so mayb no one put santa tt choice then tt means they will stay in there lor...dunno not up to me....the extra module stretches from now till next march ...in 2005... project work only starts this november ...so i dun feel so stressed....

after tt briefing went to do IB project...finalised our indonesia part but left elly part like not done dunno haven seen theirs yet...haiz...worried... decided to do roleplay cum ppt for presentation on monday...feel tt many things arelast min but this is wat u get when u give us so many project and tests at once....very stressed now waiting for elly to send me the finalised report copy so i can print it and do the ppt slides...but she have send yet...wnat to finish everythign today mah so tmr just focus on IM test studying only...next tues is IM test.. 6 lectures CAN DIE case study format.... CAN DIE EVEN MORE..... monday somemore got IB presentation and PS ICA roleplay ,....JUST KILL US ALREADY AND BE DONE WITH IT

after lab closed at 3...weiwei wanted to watch catwoman so i accompany her watch lor...coz i drag her watch the village mah...and besides the catwoman movie cannot be that bad.... action movie mah...i like action movies...ANACONDA!!!HUNT FOR THE BLOOD ORCHId!!!have to wartch that...as i was saying the catwoman was notbad.... ok lor....halle berry was very good..didnt noe she could act as a mousey shy woman but she did!...she was not bad lah..only thing i prefer her as normal patience and not catwoman ...when she catwoman she very.... like aggressive and ..... lame...hahaha.... like always staring at people a certain way and making lame responses.... mayb tts the cat lah ha..... after tt went walk a little while and complain about life (NYP) in general and how it (NYP) sucks.

need to pee gtg now byeeeeee

Right..am all done with my REtail Store Mgt etut... just copied and pasted most of it anyway...haha...now have to go and dig up some transparencies to do the RSM trans for tmr.. am presenting!..haha...lijun said it was easy and adviced me to present so tat when the harder ones come out i dont have to present....:D

argHH

everything hurts morethan they did yesterday!!!!!!!....walk up and down stairs hurt like crazy...sit down also pain... den sit down already want to stand up also pain...sob..*laughs miserably*.....

so sad....daddy say may not be going cycling this national day.......he say wat at night got gathering then must go then gathering start very early so mayb no time go cycling...so sad...was looking forward to it so much..... oh well...at least can study for RSM and PS test...but still will be really disappointed if dont go..

hiaz...finished RSM liao..now online doing the E tut for RSM..so mah fun..every week one noe...so annoying...

today was a tiring day

today was napfa day

that is why my whole body is screaming for massage now

it was better than expected

haha atleast i nvr fail everything.... haha failed 2.4 by 2mins..i got 19mins i think then passing is 17mins....failed my shuttle run by 0.1seconds....SAd rite!!!!...so rubbish lor...why i nvr run 0.1 second faster!....pass is 12.4 i got 12.59..sob....whyyyy....haiz at least got participation...haha ..very proud of my standing broad jump!..hahahahahaha...last time i remember always cannot get 150 adn above one lor...this time i jump 165 leh!..hahaha...even though is D..i dun care.... my legs so short i jump so far is good enuf liao..somemore my height is not even 165 lor..i jump more htan my height leh ..haha.....sit ups abit wasted too...lack 1 to get A..only did 29..actualyl got time for 1..but my legs no energy liao ..haha...sit and reach was a surprise too..i actually managed to get B for sit n reach...got 32 i think...haha....tonite sleeping will be hell man...tmr will be the deeper levels of hell for sure..haha

so cute!...as if they posing rite!...tts pepper with the standup ears and the stickout tongue and ginger with the floppy ears and normal tongue haha

wahaha patches when she had her steraliztion op..haha

ginger!..haha..nice ginger-that-does-not-bite

this is cute pepper!..taken when she's sleeping in our newspaper box/basket..see her ears back means she scared... of me!..haha..no lah of me taking her photo

this is an old photo that i dug out...tts me on the right(same messy hair and everything..except my eyes look bigger hmm) and sheila on the left with one missing tooth...

nice photo!!!!!...but sandra looks wierd. HAHA

wierd photo...must really learn to smile with eyes open..

sadly i realise i look immature and generally younger than sandra in this photo...seem to be stuck in the funny face mode...

me and sandra!...taken with sheila's new phone!...3200 i htink..i know the resolution isnt that great but who cares!..finally a camera phone in the family haha