was browsing elly's blog and realised she also got mr boo's "on waiting list" email... which...only make me feel worse...coz i feel elly got more chance than me...she indonesian living independently in singapore leh..and her interview like went well like that... unlike mine..haiz... another feeling was taht they really just mass send the mail out to everyone who didnt get it haiz... and that means being on the waiting list isnt that special...

dunno wat i feeling also lah..one hand i really feel taht maybe i got chance ...coz mayb got ppl withdraw or htey getting more places..on the other hadn i thinking they say they trying to get only..mayb they wont even try at all...i mean ..all the extra work for them..haiz...become pessimist already..too long with weiwei..haha... i'm gonna email mr boo ask him how many ppl on waiting list..hehe...

was browsing elly's blog and realised she also got mr boo's "on waiting list" email... which...only make me feel worse...coz i feel elly got more chance than me...she indonesian living independently in singapore leh..and her interview like went well like that... unlike mine..haiz... another feeling was taht they really just mass send the mail out to everyone who didnt get it haiz... and that means being on the waiting list isnt that special...

dunno wat i feeling also lah..one hand i really feel taht maybe i got chance ...coz mayb got ppl withdraw or htey getting more places..on the other hadn i thinking they say they trying to get only..mayb they wont even try at all...i mean ..all the extra work for them..haiz...become pessimist already..too long with weiwei..haha... i'm gonna email mr boo ask him how many ppl on waiting list..hehe...