negative feelings
today got a formal bag for myself... from metro... after i realised that i really no bag to bring on monday...the bag is not realllly formal lah..more casual formal...coz the material is canvas ..but the main colour is black... anyway...lousy at describing things so when i'm free i'll upload a pic of my new bag.... got it big enuf to store A4 size paper so that even if IPP no need...when school starts.. i'll be able to use it.. oh yes..its a shoulder bag ..yep
today...started feeling more and more ... scared...sad...nervous....anxious....about many things... firstly...is the stupid exchange program.... the lack of news is making me anxious...and scared/sad if i dun get to go again..... haiz... dunno lah ...this is out of my hands already...have done all i can.... secondly...the nearer it is to IPP start day... the more nervous and sad i feel..nervous coz i'm afraid that i may not be able to getalong with the ppl i working with...or that i cant do wat they ask me to do...or that... i keep sleeping on the job hahaha....that time when i was in motorola there was a period of time i was DAMN sleepy!..kept nodding off!..and somemore i was doing physical work then leh.. like dusting and cutting stuff lah...can u imagine if i infront of computer or pages and pages of text... anyway...sad is becoz... for the next 2 months... wont be able to see my friends as often... weiwei lijun santa cat elly blahblah.... haiz... will really super miss them hahaha...